Filmmaking is storytelling at it's core. Stories that we grow up with wether it's Disney or Ghostbusters. Movies shape us, our morals our views on the world.About Me Ask me anything What do you have for me?
So I don’t write on here very often. Most of it is funny gifs and stuff that I think is cute. I even post the occasional cool or inspirational video. I’m glad people like it and it’s cool to get the notification.
I’m inspired to write today because I’m having such a good day. I’m excited and nervous and scared and giddy for so many reasons and some of them are big and some of them are so small that they probably would go unnoticed. I’t been a tough past few weeks and feeling alone in the world is something that happens to people from time to time. What I think is amazing is that no matte how bad or stressed my life got in the past few weeks I never felt alone. And really grand scheme of things everything is not that bad.
I have an amazing group of friends who really are my family. Whether it’s being stressed about college, or life calling my bluff on a feature film; whether it’s my practicum or family illness I’ve got people in my life who are there for me. They are my family, the people who I can call when I’m under it all and I can’t see the top. I’ve spent so long trying to figure out how to do it all on my own and letting go of the things I can’t change. Now I’m finally at a place that I can ask for help and the fact that I’ve got people who want to help is as good as magic.
I use my experience to make movies for people like me. Looking to get out and reinvent yourself. You aren’t bound by where you started. All I wanted when I was younger was to get out. I wanted to escape and not be the angry person I was. I guess recently with dealing with everything like college ending and film projects ending and starting I’m entering a new phase in my life I decided to look back and what I saw was I achieved my goal. I wanted to rewrite where my story was headed and I did that.
I went through a lot to get to this place and I don’t regret any of it. I’m grateful for every failure every detour and every person who taught me something (so everyone). I love where I am in my life. I’m confident in myself and I’ve got an amazing family (I’m including my friends). For the first time I don’t want to rewrite my story. I’m just ready for what comes next.